Wednesday, December 2, 2015

I want to run!!!

I want to run so badly but I can't. My body has decided without my permission that running is no longer in the cards for me. I have tried everything that is medically necessary that was not super invasive. This makes me so sad because as much as I use to complain about it, it was my source of freedom. 

Not being able to run has been very difficult for me, it has been a foundation of my fitness routine for six years. I have to change and I know that, I am working on it. For now I want to say goodbye to running for a while. I hope to see you again this summer but I will prepare myself to let you go forever. 

This may seem silly to do but for me this has been an intricate part of my life. To think that my body would make a decision necessary, is difficult for me.  I have not ran in five long months and I know what running did for me. I am prepared to move on but I am not sure yet what my body will let me do.